it s most possible that i m the only "woman" in the world who kept calm and rational when witnessing your husband cheating on you in the scene. i mean, it s quite possible. but there are, still. a lot of grand and outstanding gorgeous women who would do the same thing. use her brain and cause his pain.
anyway, it s just a consumption.
deficiencies is the nature of human and emotional weakness of woman.
i am really looking forward to one day. it is men who should care fucking much of his appearance in order to satisfy a woman. the men shall try any efforts to make their penis longer and bigger.
men and women have no difference doing the same job. they will be paid equally.
and sexual deal is forbidden and seriously punished. (at the very beginning, i don't really care about that industry, but now i found that was the original self-lowdown of the gender of woman and the discriminations of genders. and i hate the whole world, the whole society became like this. it is not that women couldn't do a great job or make a great difference. it is that...this is always the exception or...exception. and i don't think it is a justice and natural rules as my friends explained.)
in this sense, i welcome homosexual much. the original concept of the difference between two genders caused the stuck framework and structure of the whole society.
imbalances have been torturing me for a very very very long time. i bursted my cry out in every minute. i felt so luck that david could totally understand this. at least i am not the only one who is at the hurricane of his/her mental center. still does that imbalance accompany me for this period. but i know i will get rid of it. not only time, the whole plan, and those good people whom i am going to meet and those dearest friends who are existed though they don't care much about you. transmission of such imbalances laid on my work and independent meditation.
required changes include my residence, my work, my focus, my acquaintance,and books i am going to read.